Dear god

I am sitting here ever oblivious to what is going on around me. My husband is watching t.v. and a commercial about valentines day comes on. He says "Oh great, now I get to hear you bitch about how you've never had a good valentines day...blah blah blah" I just slowly look up and watch him throw this weird little hissy fit. Then he goes, "What would you even want?". I told him "How about you forget it if it's this big of a deal to you." He precedes to say well if we even have enough money. I just couldn't keep my mouth shut. I had to precede with this stupidity. I told him how he never seems to have money each year. If maybe he planned ahead things would be cheaper than you know, the day of or before Valentines day.

So the conversation stops. I continue browsing the internet and stumble upon some vintage inspired lockets. I said "I know what I want, can you spend $20?"

His response. "We'll just have to see what my next check is like."

Dear god, I am going to kill my husband.

that is all.