Rain, rain, please stay!

I played out in the rain today. I had the husband try and take a few pictures of me for a website. Ah, it was too much fun!





Afterward I went to the grocery store. Of course not before I drove down to the river. The mist was hovering of the monument. It was so beautiful and quiet. A perfect fall day.

I came home in time to make home made chicken noodle soup. The babies loved it. Now it's silence. Lovely silence, and I am freezing. I think I am going to take a hot soak and edit some pictures.

Yours truly.

Before and After

I have never done a before and after of a picture I've worked on. But this one is just amazing to me. I have to compensate for a crap camera, and in doing so am I hoping it will just make me an even better photographer!!!

Where is my guru?

I am having the same old doubt and insecurities that always seem to come out and haunt me. I feel like I am in a stand still with photography. The noise in my head is telling me to quit, run, give up. The things I always do when the going gets tough. It's ridiculous. I think I need a life guru. I really need some insight to sort this mess out.

In an attempt to get a hold of things I have a meditation book and cd coming. I hope it helps. I hope I can just shut up and be.

It's fall here. As much of a fall as we can get. I got away last weekend. I had hoped it would help. It felt great to recharge. The weather was rainy. Life was good. Then I came home. Now I am a mess. A functioning mess... but a mess nontheless. Okay... I am getting sick of my own whining!!!!